heart and feeling...
not understand much sometime
I’m usually don’t give any damn who’s talking to me. It doesn’t mean I don’t care but I let myself talk and socialize with lots of people. But then, when I met someone who can care and love me,i will really appreciate him/her. but i really sad,confused and depressed when i feel cheated,playing with heart- I’m bit depressed when I realized that the person that I’ve sudden crush (OMG!) actually already have someone.
But deep inside me, I know. Still, I didn’t confess anything, yet, I didn’t cry. But, it’s hurt. Really hurt me. Seriously. 3rd time in rows I’ve been hurt deeply (let’s consider this as unrecruited love - but again, been lose against other women, I just wanna laugh and walk away)